Monday, May 9, 2011

I'm an emotional mess...

what the heck is wrong with me?! Today it's Monday and I was so overwelmed this morning; feeling like G's birthday needs to be perfect and worrying about rain which will ruin our outdoors plans. Now this afternoon I'm sitting at my sewing desk and I just burst into tears.. I'm so excited for G to grow because every day is more fun than the last and she is like a little sponge. She just soaks up and learns so much each day. But I also know this year went by way too fast and I'm not ready for her to become a real big girl (like 5...that will come way too fast). It's not that I'm not excited for her to be 1-I am! It's just a bit overwelming thinking a year ago I gave birth to this little person who has grown so much over the past year. Lord, I love her.

Here are a few pictures of my little munckin....









PS...you can all stop thinking I'm pregnant and that's why I'm an emotional mess. I wish that was the case but it's not ;-)

1 comment:

Allyson said...

You are sooo normal and not alone! I went through the exact same thing. Its hard to see your wonderful, tiny, baby grow up to a toddler. Once you get through "birthday day week" it gets easier. We were at a wedding last weekend and I was just a huge mess. I was like some day our baby is gonna get married and we have to give her away and and and it was horrible. Tim reminded me E is only 18months and we still have years and years ahead of us. Hang in there mama. It gets easier. G is so lucky to have you as her mama.